Give me a time.
Tell me when.
Appoint an hour at which I will know the truth.
The point in my exhale where my heart’s course will become clear to me.
I have no idea how to live in this chaos anymore.
I’ve waited and waited for the illumination to arrive and it hasn’t.
Maybe I missed it.
Maybe I was caught up in the story.
Lost in my ego, my plans and my desires.
Maybe the truth came knocking on my door and I didn’t answer.
I can’t tell what’s real and what’s not.
I breathed over and over again.
I hung my head and sobbed my heart out and still found no relief.
So help me, whisper me a new story. Build me a new home. Find me a new path.
Sing me a new song tonight, one that’s full of an earthy harmony and a celestial melody.
I need to know that I’m not alone. I need to know that I will find my way. I need to know that someone cares. I need to know that I will be missed…