My Prayer

I’m searching for meaning inside my despair, inside my confusion, amongst the rubble of a life blown apart. And it’s beautiful really. To not know where one is, to be lost inside the up, between the down. Maybe I’ve had too much rum, or maybe it’s the subtle sounds of Sade tantalizing my soul, but ...

One of those nights

One of those nights
It’s one of those nights where my soul is restless and my longing is roaming about, unfettered, inside of me. I haven’t yet grown into the life that’s waiting for me and the life I have is expanding, ever so slowly to meet the newness, And the pause between the two lives is heady and ...

Can I…

Can I...
It’s been too long and I’m curious. I’m curious about the smell of skin, the warmth of hands, the wetness of lips. I wonder what you taste like. I wonder about you. I want to know, not just imagine, you holding me. I want to hear your breath and listen to you whisper. I have ...

The silence of creation

The silence of creation
The world became really loud for me today, my mind buzzing and my emotions flying. I nearly cried in the grocery store standing in front of the sparkling water, I  had to contain myself lest the poor folks at Trader Joe’s become fearful and make me eat more cheese samples. =) When I came home ...

Awakening

Have you ever had the experience of awakening to a hard truth about yourself? Something that you’d hidden from your own eyes? Some story that you’d been telling yourself and thoroughly convinced yourself was true? Well…I had one of those experiences today. Actually the realization had been brewing in my life for a while and ...

Salvation

Salvation
I have been thinking a lot about salvation lately… Who or what is my salvation? Is it me? Is it the divine? Is it the divine in me? I’m not quite sure, I think it’s the latter, but I’ll get back to you when I figure it out. =) Anyway, here is a poem, it’s ...

Love’s Realization

Love's Realization
Well, here it is, my first poem on the blog! It’s real, it’s raw, I just wrote it this morning and it’s about me and where I’m at. Read it, drink it, smell it, feel it. =) Love’s Realization It’s been a long time coming now, this realization. I’ve reigned inside this fire and it’s ...